Happiness

Well, I've covered the negative. I can say that now I'm feeling a lot better. Mostly this is because of a very important and special person in my life, who confirmed some things for me and helped me understand why things will work out. You know who you are. Thanks, love :).

Fear

Paranoia is miserable. What's worse is to fight fear with apathy, because they both end up putting a lot of distance between you and the world. They keep people caged into depressing little cycles that won't let them move on and try new things and really live life the way it was meant to be lived. I've had a lot of experience with apathy, and a recent run-in with paranoia, and I think it's safe to say that I'm going to make a conscious effort to keep them out of my life, or at least understand where they come from so I can move beyond them.

Well, consistency is something I've never really been good at, so this is probably going to be a typical pattern for this blog, but I might try to write more often.

Pros and Cons

I think part of the giant over-arching plan of everything is that everyone has to suck at a certain number of things. Some of those things are more apparent and obvious than others. On the bright side, however, we all get to be really talented at a given number of things too. Problem is, those are harder to find.

Thought...

Life... life is funny. It manages to be chaotic and peaceful, full of conflict and resolution. It's like looking through a shattered mirror, all of the pieces reflecting something different; confusing and inspiring and frustrating. Yet when you look at it in the right light, at the right angle, in the right frame of mind, it's all so very beautiful...

Intro

Huh. So it's come to this. I've become a "blogger". Well, we'll see how it goes.