Happiness

Well, I've covered the negative. I can say that now I'm feeling a lot better. Mostly this is because of a very important and special person in my life, who confirmed some things for me and helped me understand why things will work out. You know who you are. Thanks, love :).

Fear

Paranoia is miserable. What's worse is to fight fear with apathy, because they both end up putting a lot of distance between you and the world. They keep people caged into depressing little cycles that won't let them move on and try new things and really live life the way it was meant to be lived. I've had a lot of experience with apathy, and a recent run-in with paranoia, and I think it's safe to say that I'm going to make a conscious effort to keep them out of my life, or at least understand where they come from so I can move beyond them.

Well, consistency is something I've never really been good at, so this is probably going to be a typical pattern for this blog, but I might try to write more often.